Sunday, July 10, 2011

Maybe that's why you don't like me very much. I knowww I'm your least favorite out of the three. Jojo's your favorite, then Jan, thenn me..

It's probably because I speak my mind. I tell you how I feel. I tell you the truth. I tell you pretty much like it is, blunt or not. You just seem to hate the fact that I'm like that AND because I have an attitude like my dad but aside from that, you just don't like me because you can't handle the fact that I'm right all the time.

That's why I don't treat you the way Jan and Jojo do. They only treat you nice because you give them whatever they want. I work for my shit, I ask for things I only need, I tell you to budget money wisely because we don't have a lot of money where we could just blow it off like you ALWAYS do. I give you advice whenever you need it. I used to always take care of you whenever you were sick and I used to treat you pretty well before.. but it all changed once I became a teenager. I started realizing how terrible of a mother you are. You treated me like shit. And if you treat me like shit, then shit is what you'll get from me. Whoever the fuck treats me that way. I don't tolerate that. I'm not gonna let you treat me like this and act like it's okay. I can't. I fight for myself. I speak what I feel and what I think of you or whatever it may be.

If you could some how change and treat me better, not lie to me, trust me, listen to me, just have a good mother/daughter relationship then I would be the nicest daughter you could ever have. I was NEVER like this towards you until you made me this way. You MADE me bitter towards you. As I grow up each and everyday I see the REAL you. How terrible you really are. And it shows. How you treat people in general it's just sad. And I would truly be good to you if you were to me. You just don't get it all. That's your problem, you see it in your own little way and you twist everything up. It's like you have evil intentions and you work for the devil or something. You live to torture everyone and bring their self esteem down, and talk shit, and fuck up everyone's lives cause you're not happy. It's just sickening:(