I've been pretty irritable today. This whole day pretty much blows. I hate it. Homework pisses me off. It really ruins my mood. Idk why. Lmao

And I guess I've been cussing an awful lot lately so I decided I won't cuss at all around Jan. She hates it when I do that, I mean she's used to it when I'm venting but not when I'm not mad. She was like, "Stop doing that!" "What?!" "Cussing! Do you do that around your friends?" "Yeah..." "Just stop! Not around me." Lol I guesss. It's kind of hard not to cuss when you walk around having a lot of hatred in your heart and that's the only way you can really express how you feel.. cussing. Haha My baaad. I guess I'll stop. I need to stop anyways, I kinda felt like I was going back to my old ways. I don't want to be back to those days. Not good, not good. Smh.