Thursday, July 21, 2011
I hate it when my parents make me angry before I go to sleep. -_____- It's like I'm never good enough for them. "You go and complain about having homework yet you're on the phone" I'm fucking sorry that I'm trying to tell my friend I'm doing homework that I can't talk at the moment. "Man I thought you said you were exercising what happened?" Am I fucking obese? You always have to comment on how fat I am. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, and Jan is skinny and Jojo's skinnier than I am. Wtf dude. "You have so much tigyawat, what happened to your face" Bitch ass nigga, I'm a teenager! We get pimples! My bad for getting pimples ever so freakin often but I can't do shit about it. "Wow, you got big." thanks, thanks ever so much. I know I'm obese, now get the fuck off me bro. I hate you guys. Seriously, NO ONE ever points out my flaws and puts me down as much as you do. It's the saddest and most disappointing thing to live with, when your own family are the reasons for your own insecurities. "How come your sisters have straight A's and you don't?" The fuck bruh. Get off my tits! At least I'm trying! I'm sorry I'm never good enough for you guys and I can't meet your damn standards but let me live! Geez. I can never be happy because when I AM you guys some how bring me even lower. Not only does my self esteem get lower, but my confidence in myself does, my insecurities get higher, my disappointment towards you two get higher. It's just sickening to deal with all the bullshit I go through on a daily basis. Sucks being the middle child. I hate it.