Today was probably one of the best days just talking to you(: I can't wait to talk to you tomorrow. Buut I'm terrified what I'm getting myself into. Just opening up like this.. I hate opening up:( "Jess if he breaks your heart, me and Sarah will kill him" thaaanks but what are you going to do when it's my fault or something? I really like him but I keep thinking so much and I'm too scared to let him break my walls down. I'm tired of hurting. It's too much for me to handle. But I really want to be with him. ugh I don't know.:/