I never thought I'd like anyone again. Lowkey, I'm so glad Jan and Sarah wanted us together. Cause deep down, I really do want us to be together too. No matter how much I deny it to them. I hate how I'm such a cheesy ass bitch though! But I can't help it, he's so freakin cute to me! He says all these cute things and I'm just over here like, "Awwww(:" And he does the cutest things to me. He's so family oriented and he takes care of his siblings, he's responsible, he doesn't drink or smoke, he's a gentleman, he's funny, he can make me smile just by smiling back at me, he laughs at my silly stories I tell him, and I love how he calls me "mon couer" At first I was like, what the haiiiiil. Nigga speak English I don't understand French. But I had to Google translator my shit, Cha Cha that word, and ask Abby what it meant. 3 different ways to figure it out and BAYUM, this whole time it meant "my heart" and that made me feel.. happy. He really does make me happy. I hope this lasts for a long time. I've forgotten how it felt to feel truly happy from the person you like and I never realized how much I missed it. This kid is definitely a keeper though, he's got a bright future ahead of him, and he's DIFFERENT. He's different from every single person I've ever liked. I just don't know what it is thoughO_o and these things that make him different, is the reason why he's a keeper. I still can't get over the fact that he turned down the NBA Finals, he must be crazy over me to fuckin miss that shit. EVERY guy out there who's into basketball had to have been watching it, but he turned it down just to talk to me. He knows I think he's a cutie, I just hope he doesn't know how much I'm actually starting to like him after freakin Sarah's big ass mouth idk what he thinks of me. And honestly, I'M SHOCKED that he likes me. He was the last person I thought would have feelings for meO.O Oh and after these 8 weeks of basic training, we're going to hangout(: I can't wait.