Fuck dude, I'm really upset at myself for thinking that way. I can't believe I went to the conclusion that he was thinking about his ex or some shit. I mean I trust him, not with everything, not yet but I mean when he says he doesn't care about his past gf's anymore I trust him. I just didn't know what else to think ya know? When you're confused as a motherrr and you have no idea what's going on in his mind and the only information he gives you is "valentine's day" there was nothing else on my mind other than that. But I knew not to think that way, I knew there must've been something that happened. Then I remembered Jan saying something about their dog, and Sarah and Aaron getting all upset the day we were over, it just made me realize the bigger picture and how much it hurt him. That's probably one of the saddest things to know someone went through, watching your dog die in your own hands. It's terrible, I remember crying as I was running to the house when benjie got ran over. It broke my heart to witness it. It also made me mad, and angry at the driver up until now. So I know how much pain and anger they're probably going through til this day.