Dude seriously, it really sucks that you're in basic training dude-_- all I want is to talk to you, and the only time I ever have is like 3 mins or something:( The most I even get is "I love you" and that's it. And my friend goes and tells me "I thought they weren't allowed to contact anybody when they're in basic training." Wtf are you doing "A"?! Are you like doing the impossible for me? I don't want you getting in trouble now. It'll seriously break my heart if you get in trouble or something. I barely met your dad a couple days ago, let alone trying to make a good impression on him, and if you do something you're not supposed to because of ME, oh hell no. That takes away texting me, calling me, talking to me, and seeeeing me. Naw nigga, that don't cut out for me bro. Haha Hopefully my friend was wrong and it's okay to text me, but when I think about it.. the last thing you said was.. "I'm about to get ready for bed." "Aw damn I got to go, love you bye." Fuck seriously? Maybe was right?:o AHHHH.

I kinda sorta ish went a bit crazy up there. Lmao ^^^

buuut anyways, I had a great adventure with mama Elaine today. I'm going to post up some pictures tomorrow. We were in the strip for about 7 hours. I'm EXHAUSTED. -___- We found waterfalls that I had no idea existed. Ha then there was this fancy restaurant that had a beautiful waterfall next to it. It made me want "A" to bring me there.. but idk. Who knows if he's really cut out for a relationship with me.. I hate being on my period dude cause I'm seriously doubting myself, I say we're "talking" but does he really like me enough to make me be his girlfriend? I'm up for a spa dude. I've been thinking negative thoughts to the max.