Damn.. last night just changed things. I seriously don't care anymore. I don't care if they divorce. I've never realized how bad my mother was getting. She seriously doesn't see how she treats everyone. I'm so glad daddy was there to protect me, she was literally blaming shit on me. It hurt to see them fight again. I hate that feeling, when they're arguing and my heart beats faster and faster and I start to feel scared and paranoid. It sucks-_- cause at those moments, the worst things that could possibly happen race through my mind and I start to panic inside. Everyone laughs at me for that, because I panic a lot. Lol but I can honestly say that we're all truly tired of this. I don't even know if tired is the right word anymore, all I know is that we don't want to deal with this. She seriously has some sort of psychological problem and we need to get her some help. Because this isn't healthy for our family. I don't want to feel like our family is breaking anymore. Getting her help and them getting a divorce is probably the best for all of us.