Today has been such a freakin drag. I hate Tuesdays when they feel like Mondays. I'm always a crab on days like these-____- grrrr.

On another note, I got my yearbook today! I've only had a few people write in my yearbook so far, but who the heck knew they'd write so much?! Lol I mean I love it don't get me wrong but I'm SHOCKED. I haven't talked to that much people this year. Like I gave up on making friends, I became very bitter. I just stopped caring. Throughout the year I lost friends and I've kept some so it's just.. shocking. And then I noticed a few people mentioned "I hope to know you better next year" or "I don't know you very much but.." Its so funny, I didn't realize I haven't really talked to people. When I think about it, I didn't really make much of an effort to even try to get to know everyone. It's not like me, but idk Junior was a bad year for me. I stopped caring about EVERYTHING. I mean at one point I stopped caring about my grades. But I changed that, I went MIA and focused on school. I guess that's why I lost friends. But I'm just glad to know my grades are fantastic this year. It makes me feel better about myself. It's kind of hard for me to let Dena and Cousin sign my yearbook because I don't know what they'll say. These last few months with them have been very awkward and different.. and idk I guess you can say distant and weird. I just don't know what they'll say to me. It scares me really. But ya knoww, we'll see what happens.