So like before I go to sleep, I want to get things off my chest before I forget. Uhm that last few lines of that post you had at 8:58pm, all I want to say is.. Ouch, you fcking stingray that hurts my heart. lmao jk I knowwww, it was an at the moment thing. Ain't even trippen balls. Just sayin(: and, I'm not trying to lecture you or anything, I just want you to know what's on my mind, thats just it. Okay? So, I understand that those texts are the only thing you have left of him. I get it. Buut knowing the fact that you're keeping the best memories of him, it just destroys you each day because it hurts the most. It really does. The ups and downs that you had together were moments you never wanted to forget, but when it comes down to that part in life where that "flame" you had between you two suddenly vanished. You NEED to accept it and let go. Whether it was your friendship or more than that. Or else the memories, the kept text messages, and everything else about him will KEEP you unhappy. You WILL stay unhappy if you don't move on, and it's on you. No one else can make you happy but yourself and I just want the best for you. I'm not just saying that because I'm your best friend or that I care for you.. it's just that, when someone close to you sees, hears, and knows how much one kid could take away your happiness, it not only makes you unhappy but it also makes me unhappy too. Your feelings are my feelings. Not literally but you get my point. I sound like a hypocrite when I'm going to say this but I want you to try it.. I'll give you a month to fully move on.. the whole thing, no text messages, no thoughts, no kept feelings, the whole enchilada and if you haven't then I can't say anything more. I can't tell you to move on. I can't do anything to help you move on or anything that relates to that somehow. Because I've tried to convince you and it's pretty much up to you. I can't make you do something you don't want to do. That's not how a best friend is supposed to be, they're supposed to support you through your decisions and that's what I'm doing. I'm supporting you . I know I gave you a deadline and I know I told you it takes time, well fuck that.. you have no time to act like a mopey monster, you have a life ahead of you that's supposed to be filled with knowledge, new experiences, happiness, and joy. I'm only asking you to do this because I'm looking out for you. I hope you understand. Kay goodnight. btw I love you ho<3 and I'm sorry if it's long. *That's what he said(:<