/vent. a very long one.
It makes me sad how a lot of my friendships have become so distant. The only people I know to still be here is, Abby and Liz. Well of all my best friends that is. I feel so annoyed by most of them, or they have too much on their hands everytime I want to hangout, or we just don't even talk anymore. I don't even know whats up Dena or Cousin. I hungout w/ Dena just yesterday, and it was good.. but different. We came so close to being Soul Sisters, then poof. Once Cross Country came in, it changed our whole friendship because she got so close to Katie. I mean I have nothing against Katie, and yeah I've got to admit, I'm jealous of the fact that you're so much closer to her than I am now. And Dena promised she wouldn't be like those type of girls who would choose their bfs over their friends, and look what happened. You're mostly w/ him and Katie. But what can I do, a whole fat NOTHING.

Cousin pisses me off. I don't like telling her anything anymore. It's always the same to her, about my problems and stuff. Yeah they're the same concepts but they seem to get worse and worse and all I want you to do, is be there for me. Instead of, "Mhm." "Yeah." "Oh." Like the way you seem to act is like, 'Get on with your point now, I have something better to do' You hangout more w/ Drew and his family and I've just become so distant with you. You don't even know how much I miss you.

It just sucks, ya know.. getting so attached to people that it hurts. Watching them move a step back in your life every second and everyday. There's just people in your life where they either leave on their own or.. you have to let them go. It's sad, but.. it's the truth. There's just so much pain that a person could handle.

Quote of the Day: The origin of suffering is attachment, attachment leads to suffering.