It's ridiculous, how irked I am. I hope it's some sorta PMS thing, because i've been in this mood for a week now. I hate talking to certain people, everyone and everything irritates me, thinking gives me a headache, i'm emotionally and physically tired of EVERYTHING. And it's just exhausting what I have to live through. I have to live everyday acting like I'm fine, so I don't have to deal with everyone asking what's wrong with me, I have to keep a brave face for everyone, so they think "Oh she's been going through a lot, I'm proud of her for keeping her head up high and keeping strong." But there's only so much strength that I have left in me, so much that I feel like breaking down all the time, so much that everytime I feel angry tears just build up at the corners of my eyes and I have to fight them to stay in place. I've been feeling vulnerable, lonely, sad, and tired.. maybe Nora was right.. maybe I AM depressed. I just didn't want to admit it.