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aw snaap, i forgot to blog yesterday. ehh whatever, i'll try to do this on a daily basis. but yeah like i said i shall try. Lol
i can't wait til she gets glasses:p she's gonna look so different, and it'll help her, she's always like, i can't see that. what does that say? grr. i guess i'm the only one in our family with good eyesight, wootwoot:DD
gawwwsh. David makes me soooo happy. i just don't know what i'm gonna do if i ever break his heart again. i really really do like him and all but a part of me is just like, ehhh. buut i mean i have to try to keep holding on. i can't keep thinking that way. we've never even gone on a date and i'm kinda scared or nervous to. but i really want to, but something is holding me back. i keep postponing our plans and stuff and making up excuses. well those excuses are reall buut something is just wrong with me. but i'm sure i'll never go on a date with him soon cause they might divorce and i need to be here for jan. my life has been crappy lately i don't know if our relationship could last because i always have to come up with things to stop our plans. ughhhh i'm freakin going crazyy>_<
blahh.